xtahu lah eakkk...

erm... knp ha?

kalau aku kat umh an... mean, kt johor ler...

mesti aku rs jauh dgn die....

hahaha... mang jauh pun, die kt kedah aku kt johor.....

bkn tu lah.... jauh.. jauh...

ish... payah ni.... dh sorng kt utara, sorg kt selatan mang jauh pun...

ish, bkn tu lah... hurmmm...

kdg an, aku salu pk, aku ad wt slh dgn die ke????

yg sblm2 ni, aku biasa jerk... p td ptg...

aku col die, niat nk bgnkn die cz die ad kls kul 3.30...

ms tu, kul 2.50.... just for him get ready g kls, tu je lah...

p die agkt col, cm mrh aku lak....

hurmm. xtahu lah tu an... ahhhh... lupekan je lah... :)

dont think negative cz masing2 dh jauh..

p an, cmne aku kdg x pk negative?

die salu usik kata nk ad yg lain...

so, bila something happen, aku mudah utk pk lain....

hurrrmmmm... lg2 lau jarang cntct cm ni,....

p aku kdg mls nk pk mcm2.....

hurmmmm..... nanye mcm2 aku nk cte ni....

cm ne nk mula?

ermmm. cmni lah....

np ek, kdg tu, kite ssh nk buktikan kt org yg kita leh wt...

kdg an, cara kita mang buruk, or wt org x sng, p np kdg kita x di beri peluang utk ubh?

ermmmm... nk kata diri ni x untung, xleh...

cz ad org lain lg i yg xuntung...

kdg tu, betullah an, kite kne tgk kehidupan org lain, baru kite akn bersyukur...

yelah, jgn tgk kehidupan org yg lebih senang dari kite, p kehidupan org yg setaraf dgn kite....

how???

i want to be the best...

i want everyone know me...

i want evryone know that i can do something....

yess i can... but where my support?

why?

knp?

knp smeua cm x bg aku peluang utk aku melangkah??

please, believe me...

kdg2 tu, aku perlukan org utk percyakan aku..

but iknow myself, n maybe, the others know my step..

and they didnt want something bad happen to me...

i know they want the best for me..

but give me a chance to see outside...

yess i know, the outside is very dangerouse..

but, just give me awhile to see outside...

please, give me a breathe....

i want give them the best from me too...

but, sometime, i lost my mind...

so, what i mus t do know?????

i hear that they want me lost cntct with him..

huh, i dont want it happen again...

he dosent disturb me..

how can i explain it to them??

if i tell everything, they will think bad with me....

huh.... so, what should i do know????

anybody, can help me????

i dont know how to do right now...

and i dont know, how start my step...

everyday is my new life, but sometime, it broken....

huh.....

i dont want someone broke my day again like the past...